Always more then one....

Four letter word just to get me along
It's a difficulty and I'm biting on my tongue
I Keep stalling, keeping it together
People around I gotto find something to say
Holding back everyday the same
Don't wanna be a loner
Listen to me
I never say anything at all
So with nothing to consider they forget my name

They call me hell
They call me Stacey
They call me her
They call me Jane
That's not my name...
They call me quiet
But I'm a riot
Mary-Jo-Lisa
Always the same
That's not my name...

I miss the catch when they throw me the ball
I'm the last drip standing up against the wall
Keep falling, these heels that keep me boring
Getting clamped up and sitting on the fence
So alone all the time and I lock myself away
Listen to me
Thought I'm dressed up out ‘n all
With everything considered they forget my name

They call me hell
They call me Stacey
They call me her
They call me Jane
That's not my name...
They call me quiet
But I'm a riot
Mary-Jo-Lisa
Always the same
That's not my name...

Are you calling me darling
Are you calling me bird...
Its super hard being me

I think that i over think stuff way too much...
and i wonder why everyone always puts me in some section and junk its lame
i am a freakin adult but wow i am not an old fart that can't be capable of making her own decisions.

Boy crazy....

I don’t know but
I think I maybe
Fallin’ for you
Dropping so quickly
Maybe I should
Keep this to myself
Waiting ’til I
Know you better

I am trying
Not to tell you
But I want to
I’m scared of what you’ll say
So I’m hiding what I’m feeling
But I’m tired of
Holding this inside my head

I’ve been spending all my time
Just thinking about ya
I don’t know what to do
I think I’m fallin’ for you
I’ve been waiting all my life
And now I found ya
I don’t know what to do
I think I’m fallin’ for you
I’m fallin’ for you

As I’m standing here
And you hold my hand
Pull me towards you
And we start to dance
All around us
I see nobody
Here in silence
It’s just you and me

I’m trying
Not to tell you
But I want to
I’m scared of what you’ll say
So I’m hiding what I’m feeling
But I’m tired of
Holding this inside my head

I’ve been spending all my time
Just thinking about ya
I don’t know what to do
I think I’m fallin’ for you
I’ve been waiting all my life
and now I found ya
I don’t know what to do
I think I’m fallin’ for you
I’m fallin’ for you

Oh I just can’t take it
My heart is racing
The emotions keep spinning out

I’ve been spending all my time
Just thinking about ya
I don’t know what to do
I think I’m fallin’ for you
I’ve been waiting all my life
and now I found ya
I don’t know what to do
I think I’m fallin’ for you
I’m fallin’ for you
I think I’m fallin’ for you

I can’t stop thinking about it
I want you all around me
And now I just can’t hide it
I think I’m fallin’ for you (x2)

I’m fallin’ for you

Ooohhh
Oh no no
Oooooohhh
Oh I’m fallin’ for you

Air

I love things almost as much as i hate them that's something random but very true although they contradict each other.... wait okay so today i wore heels and i almost feel but i didn't it was funny and hasn't been the first time that i have made a fool of myself.So anyways i think that it was the same high heels were it had just rained and i was going to my bus this is when i was like in the 8Th grade and i slept and feel in a puddle of muddy water gross and Erik laughed ... :/
So anyways i am one of those ppl that plays it off cool by laughing at myself its nice to know that you are laughing at it rather then being laughed at.



I always wonder why sometimes people act different around some ppl...? Anyways how can you say someone is single or dating someone and if so does it stop the actions that you feel towards that person vise versa.

JuNk3

I Hate This Part lyrics
Songwriters: Hansen, Mich; Hector, Wayne Anthony; Jeberg, Jonas; Secon, Lucas;We're driving slow through the snow on 5th Avenue
And right now radio's all that we can hear
Now we ain't talked since we left, it's so overdue
It's cold outside but between us it's worse in here

The world slows down
But my heart beats fast right now
I know this is the part
Where the end starts

I can't take it any longer
Thought that we were stronger
All we do is linger
Slipping through my fingers

I don't wanna try now
All that's left's goodbye to
Find a way that I can tell you

I hate this part right here
I hate this part right here
I just can't take your tears
I hate this part right here

Everyday, seven takes of the same old scene
Seems we're bound by the laws of the same routine
Gotta talk to you now 'fore we go to sleep
But will we sleep once I tell you what's hurting me?

The world slows down
But my heart beats fast right now
I know this is the part
Where the end starts

I can't take it any longer
Thought that we were stronger
All we do is linger
Slipping through our fingers

I don't wanna try now
All that's left's goodbye to
Find a way that I can tell you

I hate this part right here
I hate this part right here
I just can't take your tears
I hate this part right here

I know you'll ask me to hold on
And carry on like nothing's wrong
But there is no more time for lies
'Cause I see sunset in your eyes

I can't take it any longer
Thought that we were stronger
All we do is linger
Slipping through our fingers

I don't wanna try now
All that's left's goodbye to
Find a way that I can tell you

That I gotta do it
I gotta do it
I gotta do it
I hate this part

I gotta do it
I gotta do it
I gotta do it, oh

I hate this part right here
I hate this part right here
I just can't take these tears
I hate this part right here

what a week....

Well it happen like this...
my amor y amie,



I got back with my babe...
i hate him just as much as i love the boy but gosh he can really push my bottons.What kind of guy tells his girl that its okay to do whatever or yeah its something else....?!?
I wanted to go to this party with my new friend eric with a c not a k like my best friend from bastrop.... so anyways yeah yeah i was till i found out he had a girlfriend so i passed because like i have been asked out like a million times on the first week and i would hate for his girl to think that i am trying to take her man they say they aren't that into the relationship so i was like okay i better back off lol
So anyways i want to go with chris now and i was pretty happy about that but then gosh well uhm... i asked omar if that was cool and he was plan jane about it that means his ticked.
But whatever anyways i saw A.O. again that was tight. (832)-***-**** sorry readers no number of my friend will be handed out lol.

A hundred percent fake

School started and its different i think the coolest new friend that i made was eric with a c not a k i only remembered his name because of my best friend erik back home at bastrop.
In order to allow myself to be excepted i say hi but i also decline.I am so sick of other guys asking me out its like so over rated.

This is something that i wrote for english the first draft.
well maybe later lol