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“Girlfriends”
Fake & True

The truth will always hurt and that’s the main reason I hide it. Behind smiles and laughter deep down inside I am torn apart but hate and lies.
There’s a little truth behind every just kidding, a little curiosity behind every just wondering, a little knowledge behind every I don’t know, and a little emotion behind every I don’t care. I laugh as I type this because I know better then anyone else how catty girls can be. They are the lions upon the jungle and have no conclusion as to why they make others hate the way they look or feel. I admit I was mean I made girls want to be like me and hate themselves for being buetituful in their own special way. The cheerleader that life seemed perfect and always having long hair that flipped in the wind. Over the summer I realized my morals of friendship the girls I hung out with weren’t drug dealers but much rather cheerleaders but still made people feel bad and kill themselves over how they could fit in. It’s not fair for me to say that I was the best but I am getting better.



Ignoring his calls

Heart broken inside. I put some sunglasses on. It covers my eyes, which is like an open door to my soul. It’s mixed up and looks like something is missing. “ I was waiting for the longest time, she said. I thought you forgot. It is hard to forget, he said when there is such an empty space when you are gone.” You tossed me around like a rag doll and expected me to put up with it? You placed me on a petal stool just so that you could look up my skirt. Your wrong and I hate myself for what I thought I loved. I am over and I am done. So stop calling.









Staying up Late

What my best friends don’t know. I’m wild and crazy when you’re around. You put some candy in the popcorn right before the movie is on and while I am still painting my fingernails a hot pink color. We lay upon the soft pillows and I remember when I was younger… when my mother would come tuck me in. Give me a kiss and I would see the beam of light coming in threw the door when she would leave threw the crack of the door. It would keep me up and I would listen to you and dad fight about things. But I look to my friend in the bed next to me and smile and yell like crazy because I want to pretend to be like mommy. A ha yeah just like her mother like daughter like you always use to say…



The Color Red

The dark ages that I wish were sweet and less bitter. I look at you and you look back at me… I smile a little too much then I should have. You’re my best friend that is of the same kind. And in a split second I could careless of what others think. Because I’m in love with you more then any other guy. When I give someone a hug I’m wishing it were you I was hugging its wrong in so many ways but it feels so right. I miss playing pretend and when you would hold my hand. How we would go over to my place and how we use to act like Europeans and give each other kisses on the cheek and now its so much harder to tell you things that if I were five I could yell from the roof top. Bliss is something I wish I had again. But more then that I wish I could tell you what I think about you.

change my mind

Some how i came from thinking of what i was going to do and what i had done... to what i am doing.
Some ppl just go day to day on some train ride that keeps on going.Well i got off of that ride and boarded a space ship living in lala land is something that i consider to be very blissful.
Blank out and think..?
I stayed after school today to help the girls finish some posters that they had been making out in the front.I was upset at myself for making a mistake on one of them.But it was okay because i had made a couple of good ones.I love being happy too bad more then half the time i have no idea why.I try making up reasons why but regardless of the reasons i still feel plan inside.
I have a ton of things going on at my new school i am super glad that its this good.I wish the guys were a little less friendly if you know what i mean.
lol
I joined all these things that i enjoy having something to be in charge of.
I like history the most my teacher is the bomb.He sometimes can be on the edge but its for the best.I can't hate everything.I tend to judge ppl very quickly based on the way they act but in more detail very hard to explain.

relig

This is something i wrote larelle
You drive me crazy prince… something about everything you do seems to grasp my attention. Lol That didn’t make any since but you might get the whole thing later. It’s hard to look at you and not try smiling. I am head over hills for you. I think in a way its childish to say but then again its very much the truth. I don’t like how you always say “okay” to everything, and how you always make a joke and are so care free about big things but then again I think its very charismatic.
I can wait to date you that’s not the problem it’s the fact that I see you and…. Well I have no idea how to explain it and I don’t want to nag you about dating me I know you like me and I like you but I also know we both have major problems in and out of school. So now wouldn’t be the best time…
There is this thing that I think about sometimes and its like I want you but I don’t want you to do something that you don’t feel the need to do right then and there. Because honestly I don’t feel like dating anyone but then I see you and everything I think I know I want to do just disappears. I want to space out. Not like before were we wouldn’t talk that would just totally throw me overboard but like were when your ready to talk to me then go ahead and do it.
You’re a very closed off person and I have a random, crazy, and bubbly personality… so I will know that you truly want to be with someone as random and different (lol) as me when you decide to come to me instead of me to you. I think that’s its noticeable that I have been the goofy careless chick jk that seems to have a free spirit for the most part and take the chance.
Now I am going to let you have the loaded pistol and let you shot cowboy when you feel is best it will take the pressure off of me and let you be you. I love how you care without making a big deal over stuff. That’s tight!

i love the sunshine of random

Yeah I guess it wasn’t fair of me to just drop it on you while your happy. I got a phone call from Trent and was too upset to text back after “… she makes you happy … I am cool with that.” Or something like that. It wouldn’t be right to me or you to say that I missed up on not wanting to move forward with you. I just know myself way to well. I was so happy well I always am until… I see you because it’s always what if? Wow, but I would hate to butt in with you and your girl friend. She seems really sweet and stuff and you pretty much seem to have liked her. It kills me to just let it all go even though the grown up side of me is like.. Okay we are still friends.
Its like gosh why her and not me in a way? My close friends are like have you seen Trent and then I am like yeah his super but his not you. I remember that I made a joke about how my friend called you something “prince charming” and I laughed and said that’s cute. So when I told my bestie about you having a girlfriend they had said “ His not prince charming his a toad.” I admit I laughed at the situation. I think the problem with me is that I like acting crazy and that’s what Trent is crazy but knows how to act like an adult but still have a good time. I was scared to date someone like you because you remind me of some guy that some how you ended up being like. Ha ha I guess its more of an inside joke. I was head over hills for him he felt the same way I never dated him but we did date other people. That’s why I would have hated to have dated you and knowing the way I am break up with you in three weeks. Terrell told me you wouldn’t wait. I am the type of person that for the most part likes backing off when I get too close to someone.
I am curious and wild yet super nice and out-going. My favorite color is gem green. I have wired food taste! J What else… I have only owned two dogs and one cat in my entire life. I don’t have them anymore. I hate smiling but the madder I am the more I will be smiling it depends if I am laughing. If I smile before I laugh I am upset but if I laugh before I smile I am happy. Uhm… the first year I was a veggie I missed meat. I never told anyone that before. My favorite board game is monopoly. I hate caring cash I never believed in money I am such a hippy when it comes to that kind of stuff. IDK if you noticed but the last sentences were random. Oh and sorry its sooooo long.

your my gem

This is my greek report i admit i did it at the last second
i ended up getting a 95 on my project


The Greek Goddess Eos better known in Greek mythology as, Aurora. She was the goddess of dawn. Her parents are Hyperion and Thea, her brother and sister are Helios and Selene but they are known as the sun and moon. Eos description is red “ Flamed-color” hair, white wings, and rosy fingers.

Eos is a kind and loving goddess that was treated very harshly after being cursed by Aphrodite. It was a big part in how she was judged in the homer tells. Eos would open up the gates for the sun. Her lover Tithonus and her had two sons named Memnon and Emathion. The story of he true love that she happened to kidnap, when she had fallen in love with a Trojan, named Tithonus, she took him to Ethiopia.

They had both fallen in love with each other the story goes as though Eos had asked Zeus to give Tithonus eternal life. Zeus had done what she had asked but there was a catch. Eos didn’t ask for forever youth. So her lover Tithonus had grown older and older and Eos locked him up and placed him in her palace, because she couldn’t stand to see him suffer. He got smaller and smaller until he became a grasshopper.

Her less dramatic story of what she did as a goddess was, each morning, she rode her chariot across the sky to announce the coming of the sun. Eos is the daughter of two titans. She is mentioned in famous novels. Nicknames that pointed out her memorable key factors,

“ Rosy-fingered”, “early rising”, and “saffron-robed”. Eos main outfit colors were her robe, which were saffron and her dress, which was buttercup white.

The name of the group of horses that pulled the chariot across the sky are called “ Lampos” and “Phaethon” but translated they are called “Firebright” and “Daybright”. Aside from Eos opening the gate she was known for her affairs. She has a strange fascination with mortal men, but she also liked gods. Eos was punished for having accepted Ares offer.

Ares lover Aphrodite the goddess of love and beauty, she was mad that her lover had been involved with Eos. So out of anger Aphrodite had punished her by making Eos fall in love with mortals. Some of the men Eos fell in love with were Tithonus, Cephalus, and Orion. She had children by some of her lovers. Such as the winds Zephyrus, Boreas, and Notus and the morning star Eosphoros. Bore to the Titan Astraeus; and Memnon, her son by Tithonus.

Due to her curse she would find a love and take them away somewhat like kidnapping. Eos

was known for opening the gates of heaven for the sun everyday. When the two Eos and Tithonus were married she had fallen in love with someone else. That other person in whom she had fallen in love with was Cephalus, who was already married to Procris. Eos had tried her best to convince him to leave with her.

Procris had refused and only loved his wife. The goddess of dawn Eos had tried telling him that it was okay due to the fact that she would be doing the same thing to her husband. Eos had a temple on the Forum Boarium. They would have a celebration that was at Mater Matuta; the festival was strictly for women in their first marriage. Eos myths of lovers and children. She was supposedly married to Astraios and had ten children with him. The first one was Boreas the; north wind, Eurus the east wind, Nortus the south wind, Zephyrus the west wind, Eosphoros the morning star and Hesperos the evening star Phainon the Saturn and last Phaethon as Jupiter, Pyroeis as mars and last but not least of the children was Stilbon as Mercury.

The other lover that she had happened to kidnap was Tithonus and had two children with him. the first one Emathion and Memnon. The other lover that she had kidnapped was Cephalus she also had two children with him the first being Phaeton and the second being Tithonos. The other lover that she happens to have had was Zeus she had Ersa and Carae.



The Greek Goddess Eos was known to have either have winged back or she would ride on a chariot across the sky bringing in the dawn. Her as well and the sun and the moon were the second generation of titan gods. Eos rose up into the sky from the river. Okeanos during the begin of everyday. Her rays of light dispersed the mists of night.

The goddess of the red morning. She brings up the light of day from the east. Eos had a son that was named Memnon. He had fought against Achilles, she asked Hephestus to give her arms for him. When Memnon was killed, her tears fell down in the form of morning dew. Her children and lovers play roles in the stories that she happens to appear in. She also has lost of drama with Aphrodite over Aphrodite lover. Eos was a beautiful and graceful woman that was placed in a difficult position that didn’t allow her to truly live her life the way she should have been like.

Things could have been easier if she wouldn’t have fell for Aphrodite’s lover. Its wrong how Aphrodite had made those curse on Eos, due to the fact that she had jealousy problems. In most of the Greek and roman civilizations they had the same languages and the same gods so when they would tell the stories or the following gods and goddess they would make different names for them but refer them to the same thing. Based on what their position was as a god or goddess.







The Greek Goddess Eos


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By.
Sonia Villeda





Mr. Butler

3rd period

World history AP

October 20th 2009
Bibliography


websites

http://www.loggia.com/myth/eos.html

http://www.cs.utk.edu/~Mclennan/BA/JO-DAL.html

http://www.probertencyclopaedia.com/browse/D1E.HTM

i like classic war games

Do you know that there is these things were its said in Italian and its like…“L'amore è una maledizione, di amare qualcuno è una cavalla notte e di essere amato è beatitudine.” It’s really true in more ways then one. To love is a curse to be in love is a nightmare and to be loved is bliss. Anyways sorry about my best friend in art class I talked to him about it he didn’t mean to give you a look. Or whatever. I think that it’s funny how he explained it. So you know how I asked you to talk to me instead of me always having to talk to you. Well you still need work on that whole thing. But its okay I will let you slide because I talked to you about the whole weekend thing. Why didn’t you tell that girl in my English class anything..? : P and am I not suppose to tell people that I like you? I am so confused but whatever. Aside from some whatever moments yesterday I am thinking are whole friend things is going to work out just super! So anyways I would love to know you a whole lot better so I might ask your friends I hope you don’t mind and I hope they don’t either I’ll ask them I can tell when ppl don’t want me to ask questions. Even when they say yes. (Lol) I use to be like omg about everything and now I am more laid back about everything. It’s so cool I seem to be happier. So how are things with you? I promise to sit by you more often and not give you the cold shoulder I am sorry I think that I seem to get mad at the wrong people. I will explain it later but then again I rather not because its just going to make me upset its some pity stuff about this kid that I may or may not ever talk to because the way they act sometimes. I am going to do something crazy in December you’ll see in January its so funny. I don’t think that its going to be as bad as you say it will (hint: it starts with a “T”) lol Well have a great day or whatever, I just hope I get ungrounded Its so un cool why I got in trouble in the first place

I am doing to much its killer

Espresso

I could go days with out food, but take away my beverage and you will see the claws come out. I have always been a very laid back kind of girl this has an image of more then one thing. But the big picture is the color. Since I like things in black and white to represent the simplistic things in life of how blame things are without imagination. I like adding the Latin spice to what I pretend to think about. I can be in the middle of nowhere and still have something that pops up. I sometimes get kicked outside when I begin to sing it’s sad but true. I think if you ask me they are just jealous. Or at least that’s what my mothers said.

I think my favorite season is the summer that’s why I decided to buy a jeep. I love to go tubing but my older sister ruins my chances of ever being able to do that when she left to six flags and almost droned. I hate coffee but wouldn’t mind an espresso. Something with fruit is really the thing I would order if I had a choice between the two. I like wearing tights or skintight pants. Not to show my curves but just because its so… liberal.

I like over sized t-shirts and adore road trips. I think I have only had one bad encounter with a privately owned store. I got kicked out and was never allowed back in just because I speak my mind. I confronted the owner about selling some stuff to minors with out the proper paper work or something. I try not to remember what happen but I know I was in the right.




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Fire & Me

I am normally nosey and curios if I were a cat I think my 9 lives would have been up. I have no care in the world for others that are better but embrace those who love what they have rather then what they don’t. I saw a fire burn and in a state of shock and amusement. I stared at it as though it were the last beam of light for years to come. A fairly tale that had become true. Like the ants that dance when the rain drops in for a short visit and leaves them dancing that make your eyes go in a trance of bliss.

The ants trick you and then bite just like the world they make it seem so start bright and give you the last chance of hope just for something or someone to tell you to let that dream go. I say no! I have this blog and I love pulling things I hear, see, and say into it its like an open diary and peek into my life. I tend to make stuff complex or so easy to read that this is the real me that blog wow its like my half but less fake. This is something from my blog “The road is long time is short people choose the easy road for i see different I will choose the path that is not yet taken”. It means more then what that frost guy wrote he had simplicity to his mine is in depth you know what you have to do but will you do it for the right reason and you have only a limited time to waste because we know as humans we are going to die eventually.

I want to have a good time just not too much of one. Actions speak louder then words well when I act on something they speak very loud I tend to jump the ship before it sinks just because I am so logical with stuff but then again I tend to be more atomistic. The gate in the picture is represented as tons of stuff my friend on the side is something I can choose to leave behind and the road is what lies ahead.




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How being attractive can be an asset as well as a vice.






Sonia Villeda Period 7th 10/16/09


In day-to-day life people are directly judged on their appearance. Its society who judges weather or not someone is up to that par. There are stereotypes such as the one regarding the diffractions in personalities that associate with what color hair you may have. During the 20th century people have gone to excitants such as plastic surgery and less aggressive approaches of trying to meet the standard of what some may base appearances on. Like make-up, lotions, dieing of the hair, and other essentials. What most may not seem to realize is that it’s been an on going epidemic that it’s too late to go back.

People since the being of civilization have based people on their appearance.